i love both you and the german language way too much
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Dienstag, Oktober 21, 2003
ay ay ay. the nights when i put on the audiobooks i always want to turn them off, and the nights when i go to sleep in silence i always want to get up and put them on. silly maggie.
11:37 PM
*exasperated sigh* I was so good all morning getting work done and such and then I came home and all I could do was aim and read the alcove message board and such things. I shouldn't have, but it was so _nice_ just thinking and ocasionally expressing me thoughts and reading the thoughts of others and just being mentally free and not worrying about what howlers (yes ive been listening to too much hp) are burning in my inbox and what work im not doing and all that evil stress-producing affen-kreide. ahh well. bed time. and actually, comparing this unproductiveness (actually doing me reading, if not writing anything on the postits i stuck in their (youd hate them as much as i do if you had mrs eilertsen for 6th grade language arts), and getting my dumbass-ed spanish assignment done) with the unproductiveness i experience during my truly unporductive spells, then i had a downwright sucessful day. It's only when you compare that with what remains to be done that you want to cry/vomit/die/go to sleep and magically wake up and have it be winter vacation
10:52 PM
Sonntag, Oktober 19, 2003
I have decided on a halloween costume and am planning to be a christmas tree. I think it should be cutish and it gives me an excuse to make a new skirt, so i went to wallmart and bought some dark green and some bright orange fleece (the bright orange being just for fun, of course, and not for the costume). I'm now trying to figure out whether to use the cloth for a longer, less full skirt or a shorter, fuller one by making little models of how i would divid the cloth in my head. all of this as a way of not doing my calc, natuerlich.
6:56 PM
Donnerstag, Oktober 16, 2003
oh, by the way I just realized that I have to take PSATs this weekend. heh. heh. heh. life is fun.
7:54 PM
race today had good and bad parts...I hope Annie's doing okay. I guess I'm just looking ahead to States, and to getting a race strategy set up that'll work a little better. I really feel like we can make state opens, which would make me so beyond happy. really that would be _so_ satisfying...*sigh*. Daddy is sweet-he felt the need to give me a little talk about men respecting women, after the whole claire/evil boys' team thing.
7:53 PM
Sonntag, Oktober 12, 2003
oh wow. Bono just called mom/dad and told them how unhappy he is and that he feels like coming home/getting away from Grinnel, like, today (at least that's how mom told it to me). I knew he was in a weird state and thinking about es life and scheiz and not that happy, but I didn't realize he was thouroughly miserable like that. I'm sad/worried.
11:35 AM
Mittwoch, Oktober 08, 2003
The beginning of the year is the hardest part, it really is. october is especially hard, because in november you at least have thanksgiving. The problem is that after Christmas we have vactation every two months, so just as its all getting to be too much for you and you're about to sink into a depression, you realize there's like a week til vacation and everything okayifies itself. But the beginning of the year...oh the beginning of the year. As if september were'nt enough they hit you with october (the month I can never remember) noVEMber and DECEMBER. You have nearly four straight months without vacation, and it's unfun in the extreme. So my point, is, I guess (yes, there was actually a point to this) that things are actually NOT as bad as they may seem (what? you ask-hasn't she been complaining at length about how sucky a time of year this is??). We're all depressed because we're oh so sick of school, and the question on everyone's mind is "if I'm this schooled out by the beginning of October, how am I going to feel in MARCH?" But see, at any other time of year, we wouldnt be feeling fully this sick until two weeks before vacation, or so, cuz they really come up every seven weeks after Christmas. All we have to do is get over this evil early-year (german word for spring, but that's not what I mean) hump (oooh and in huch finn they keep telling each other "hump yourself" and I'm really immature and it amuses me), this survival thing becomes substantially less difficult. I probably won't die. Mrs. Kenney probably has a soul *crosses fingers*.
10:44 PM
Donnerstag, Oktober 02, 2003
*sigh* I have a driver's license (that says I'm five feet tall), we lost to fairfield (quite badly, and I got passed within the last foot, but I raced well), and I wish the boys would come home.
9:14 PM
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